Having a love, they cured love incompetence
Unable to move, is love incompetent?
As soon as I got home from work, I saw Aunt Wu upstairs sitting next to my mother. The two people talked to each other, and when I came in, they stopped talking.
I thought, my mother must be selling me again, sighing how I can’t marry.
From the eyes of Aunt Wu, my eyes can be grinded, sympathetic, compassionate, and a little bit hated for iron and steel, just like looking at a young man who has failed.
The nameless fire in my heart screamed.
My mother is a university professor and supposedly very reserved and noble.
But no matter what happened at home, she likes to talk to her neighbors, especially my single problem.
She often takes my picture and asks the old people in the community if they know the man who matches me. The expression seems to be fake and inferior.
As a result, the elderly in the entire community knew that I was an old girl who could not marry.
The mother said: “A son of my aunt Wu’s sister is very good. We have arranged an appointment for you.
“I’m not angry,” “Can you let me go without mentioning it?”
“No, you are already 29 years old. If you can’t marry one day, I can’t eat well and sleep well all day .” She was like a fly, buzzing in my ears, making me annoyed.Want to jump.
”Well, stop talking, I promise to go.
“My mother froze, and I only had to obediently surrender.
I work as a sales director in a real estate company, with rich income, good looks, fair skin, slim body, and elegant temperament, but I have been single.
The reason is very simple. I have been in the shopping mall for so many years. I have been accustomed to cheating, indifferent, and for a long time. I have developed a skill of dealing with people and a heart that is out of reach.
Gradually, when getting along with men, you can see at a glance the tricks they are playing, and they will pay more or less than reflexively.
It is really difficult to have the passion and impulse to love a person wholeheartedly, without the story of being hurt or the passion for falling in love.
Slowly, I became an authentic “incompetent”.
In the evening, my mom took me to a blind date in a restaurant.
I hate this kind of purposeful blind date meeting, straightforward self-reported home, and then tapping each other’s everything side by side, trying to figure out each other’s attitude in my heart. There must be as many awkward as possible.
I wanted to run away, but my mother looked at me like a prisoner of death, giving me no chance at all.
As soon as I opened the box door, I was happy because I saw Zhao Xiang.
My mother is more happy, she said: “I knew each other already?
“Then leave for a reason.
Zhao Xiang is my client. His current house and office were purchased manually from me.
When he bought a house, I used my power to privately give him a 10% discount, which gave him unexpected benefits.
He was happy and invited me to eat a few times.
Zhao Xiang is the kind of girl most want to marry in this era: 35 years old, have experience studying in the United States, have a house and car, own company, coupled with a tall and healthy figure, it can really impress anyoneMiss in the boudoir.
Unfortunately, he is a typical playboy. He has known him for two years, and his girlfriend hasn’t changed how many.
In fact, those women couldn’t come into his heart at all. He interacted with them like eating fast food, heading directly to the subject, and fighting fast. Even flirting time and interest were omitted. Gobbling, eating unknowingly, natural indigestion later.nausea.
After all, he is like me, and he is a person who has lost the ability to love.
I said, “Why are you?
“Zhao Xiang said:” My mother forced me to come.
She said that if I never married again, I would cut off the mother-child relationship with me.
“Zhao Xiang sighed, and continued this:” In fact, I also want to get married and want to have a good relationship!But no matter how good a woman I see, I don’t seem to be able to fall in love. I have lost my heart.
“Heart, what a wonderful thing!
How can we lose this feeling?
My heart is like when spring comes, everything is growing, and the fragrance of flowers and leaves is in the air. That is the most vigorous vitality.
If a person loses his ability to move, his heart must be old and his blood must be coagulated.
Zhao Xiang and I found a common topic and chatted endlessly while drinking.
Three hours later, Zhao Xiang and I were a little drunk.
Zhao Xiang grabbed my hand and said, “Just let’s try to have a serious and serious love relationship, and see if we can get back the feeling of heart and get it right?
“I looked up suddenly, and the wine in my mouth burst out, all on Zhao Xiang’s handsome torso.
I squatted on the ground with a smile, and couldn’t stand my waist for a long time.
Think about it, both funny, how can two love be incompetent?
Not to mention knowing the truth and not mysterious.
Zhao Xiang said: “Try it out, just dating, eating, watching movies like first love.
“I thought he was laughing and joking, not in my heart.
In order to get back my feelings, we tried to fall in love. The next day, Zhao Xiang rang the doorbell of my house, and asked me to go to Qingyuan Cafe for coffee.
My mother was so happy that her mouth could not be closed, her eyes narrowed, as if Zhao Xiangyue was not me, but her.
I went downstairs and stepped forward with Zhao Xiang.
At this moment, my mother stood on the balcony and shouted, “How can I rush into different ways in love?
Should walk hand in hand.
“My mother’s voice is too loud. The people around me lead me and Zhao Xiangxing’s attention, and I feel ashamed.
Under everyone’s attention, Zhao Xiang took my hand.
Love Café is very moody, with pink tablecloths, dim light, and low-key euphemistic music.
The lover gently whispered while stirring the coffee in the cup.
However, the pair of Zhao Xiang and I are particularly abrupt because most of us are not in love. We are talking about the international situation, WTO, and future economic trends . We are loud and vocal, and we are fighting over some issuesBe red-eared.
The couple next to us looked at us in disgust, and the forewoman of the cafe came over and asked us to be quieter.
Our voices fell down, but we found it boring to whisper in such a low voice, so we paid and cancelled.
That was the first date.
Two days later, Zhao Xiang asked me to take a walk in the mangrove.
This time he acted very much like a man in love, holding my hand, telling me jokes, making me happy.
When I saw a wild chrysanthemum blooming on the side of the road, I took it off and put it on my hair.
Tired of walking, I sat down on a meadow.
Zhao Xiang said: “In the movie, those men who are in love see their girlfriends tired and usually massage her feet.
I’ll press it for you too.
“He took off my shoes and gently pressed my feet.
The mangrove forest at night is very quiet, the wind is flowing unhindered, and the sound of sea waves patting the coast is not far away. The big and round moon hangs alone in the air, the beauty is breathtaking.
It feels so good, there is no hustle and worry, only tranquility and relaxation.
Seeing Zhao Xiang press my feet attentively, a soft warm current surged in my heart.
However, Zhao Xiang’s expression didn’t seem right. He frowned, his expression pained.
I asked, “What happened to you?
He hesitated, and replied, “Your feet smell!”Do you have athlete’s foot?
“I looked at him without snoring, but my heart slowly sank like” Titanic “to the bottom of the sea, both tragic and helpless-he never sincerely tried to fall in love with me.
If I have sincerity, I really smell bad, and I shouldn’t embarrass me if I say it.
I got up, put on my shoes, and went back angrily.
He followed, saying, “Why are you so angry?
I’m telling the truth!
“I fiercely said:” People in love sometimes can’t tell the truth, they can only speak stupid things and do stupid things.
He sighed: “It’s really hard to fall in love!
“As soon as I got off work the next day, Zhao Xiang knocked on the door of my office and handed me a box of beautifully packed gifts.
I think this guy must apologize to me for yesterday.
I took the gift and opened the box with excitement, but inside it was a bottle of Norfloxacin beriberi.
Zhao Xiang said, “Your feet are really smelly, and your beriberi must be very serious.
“I was so angry that I couldn’t speak for a long time, threw my athlete’s foot water to him, pushed him out of the office, and shut the door fiercely.
I think two such big people pretending to fall in love are very funny and boring, so Zhao Xiang made another appointment, so I won’t go to the appointment.
Zhao Xiang may also find it boring, and he will no longer ask me for a long time.
One night two months later, I was boring in the street bored, the streets were brightly lit, and the couples who came and went often were so sweet that I felt like a lonely boat.
At this time, Zhao Xiang called and asked, “Are you free?
Go to the stadium to watch the game!
“I happened to be nowhere, so I promised.
Zhao Xiang and I rushed to the gymnasium, the ball game has begun, and the voices were boiling.
There was a lot of smoke on the pitch, and the red and green turned.
The crowd was crowded in the stands, all of them showed a hysterical bravery, with a belly of evil fire.
Zhao Xiang and I were infected by the surrounding emotions, like the devil’s body, and my head was groggy.
Zhao Xiang shouted to the red team to cheer, I also followed the shouting of the red team to cheer.
But the red team was frustrated, the old team couldn’t score, and the green team fleeed.
Zhao Xiang stood up and began to swear, I also stood up and followed.
At this moment, a guy who was sitting in front of us turned his head and stared at Zhao Xiang and me with a violent vulva in his eyes.
Zhao Xiang said, “What are you looking at?
“The guy said,” The two of you are fucking, spraying my head is drooling.
“As soon as I looked over his head, it was all our saliva.
I provoked: “So what?
“The boy rolled up his sleeves and looked like he was going to fight.
Seeing this, Zhao Xiang quickly pulled up my hand and ran away.
We ran to the stadium entrance and stopped. The two of us were panting, you looked at me, I looked at you, and then laughed loudly, leaning forward and back.
Zhao Xiang was sweating all over his head, his tie was crooked, and his facial features smiled into a bunch, like a child.
We started trying to fall in love again, dating every three weeks.
We are more and more like people in love, he often gives me gifts.
Sometimes when I go shopping, I see the right clothes for Zhao Xiang and buy them for him.
Sometimes he sent me home. When I crossed the road, I didn’t see a red light. I rushed forward and he would hold me and said, “Be careful!”The tone is a little blame and reprimand, and a little anxious and the consequences.
The wind messed up my forehead hair and he would naturally raise his hand and gently help me straighten it out.
Everyone thinks that we are really in love, and even we ourselves sometimes have this illusion.
The heart of the illusion, we finally fell in love with Zhao Xiang going to Chengdu for a business trip, I went to the airport to see him off.
These days, the cold air is going south. The temperature in Shenzhen has dropped for almost 10 seconds. The airport waiting room is not air-conditioned. I can’t help holding it tightly.
Zhao Xiang came over and silently circled me.
Flowing around, Zhao Xiang hugged me tightly regardless of others.
His arms are warm, everything in the world seems to have nothing to do with me, and I’m a little shy.
At 10 o’clock in the evening, I was taking a bath, the phone rang, and I rushed out to answer the call. It was Zhao Xiang who called. He said he had arrived in Chengdu and had just gone to eat hot and spicy food with the customer.
I put down the phone and suddenly found myself talking to Zhao Xiang naked, my face couldn’t help but turn red, as if someone was chasing me, and put my pajamas on my body.
Wearing my pajamas and lying on the bed, my heart was still beating.
Next, I could receive Zhao Xiang’s call on time every night at 10 o’clock. He told me about interesting people and things I met in Chengdu, and I had to talk for about half an hour each time.
People were frustrated and cold on cold days. Zhao Xiang’s phone seemed to be a warm sun, and the cold air in my bedroom was completely removed.
One night at 8 o’clock, I was hurrying in front of a computer to plan a plan, and the phone rang suddenly.
I was afraid that after answering the call, I lost my mind, so I picked up the phone at the table and hung up.
But the phone still rang, harassing me over and over again.
I had no choice but to let go of my hand and pick up the phone.
Zhao Xiang’s voice came from the other end of the phone.
He was a little upset and asked if it bothered me.
I said okay, but I didn’t expect you to call this time.
Zhao Xiang said, “I’ll go to dinner with the client to discuss things. I may not be able to call you at 10 o’clock.
I’m afraid you will wait for my call and tell you in advance.
“Suddenly a heat flow surged in my heart.
I didn’t speak.
Zhao Xiang said, “What happened to you?
“I said,” Nothing!
“Zhao Xiang said:” I will not call you at 10 o’clock, you go to bed earlier.
Cover the quilt in cold weather.
I said, “Go ahead, but don’t drink too much.”
“Zhao Xiang said:” I see.
“Zhao Xiang’s phone call was the shortest this time, less than three minutes, and it really disturbed me.
Zhao Xiang’s words always rang in my heart: I was worried that you would wait for my call and call you in advance.
Seems to be as casual as usual, but with a completely different warmth and approximation.
I was a little confused and a little confused.
The computer has entered a screen saver.
My heart is scattered and my attention can’t be concentrated, so there is no way to keep things on the desk.
I think, what happened to me?
My mother thought cheerfully: “Obviously, you are in love!
“The next week, Zhao Xiang suddenly stopped calling me.
I called his cell phone and shut it down.Coincidentally, in the past few days, when I was eating and reading the newspaper, I saw the news that a car in a certain place was on the cliff and a ship in a certain place was in danger.
Those black headlines made me frightened.
As soon as 10pm, I started to feel nervous, sweating all over and sometimes shaking my hands and feet.
I can’t do anything, I can only stand in front of the phone and stare at the phone.
As if only in this way can I spend this long night.
The phone seemed dead, not even a breath.
Anxious, irritable, puzzled and missed, looking forward, lowering rushed together to torture me.
My mother was more impatient than I was and kept talking to herself: “Will there be an accident in Zhao Xiang!
“I feel that I can’t bear the sudden disappearance of Zhao Xiang psychologically, and I have entered a state of unwillingness.
I went to Zhao Xiang’s company, and his secretary said that he had to find him urgently, but he couldn’t be contacted these days.
I was very depressed, and the feeling of depression was almost extreme.
As if the earth had been working normally, it was suddenly misplaced.
Such a dislocation has always been sane, and I am at a loss as to what to do.
Did Zhao Xiang have an accident?
I have no God, and my heart is exhausted.
At 10 o’clock that evening, very punctually at 10 o’clock, the phone rang.
The sudden sound of the bell surprised me. I was a little nervous and a little scared.
I rushed up and picked up the phone.
Zhao Xiang’s voice came from inside.
It was really Zhao Xiang’s voice.
”Zhao Xiang, are you okay?
where did you go?
How can I not reach you these days?
“I was talking, tears were streaming down.
Zhao Xiang said: “A college student here took me to a remote cottage to play, there was no phone and no signal on the mobile phone.
“” I fear for you every day, thinking you’re in an accident.
“I” wow “wept, and he cried so much that he died, and his tears burst out of his eyes.
Zhao Xiang was silent for a long time and then said, “I will return to Shenzhen immediately.
wait for me!
“The next morning, before I got up, I heard Zhao Xiang calling my name downstairs, clear and penetrating.
I opened the window and answered him.
He lives on the seventh floor, and he rushes up.
I wore pajamas, stayed and ran to meet him.
The two met on the fifth floor and held each other tightly, holding each other tighter.
I involuntarily retracted my shoulders, deep in his arms.
I heard my heart beating, almost breaking through my chest.
Hehe, we are finally in love.